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Early Demos

by So Long, Space Girl

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These days when I hear your name I remember how it began when we were just fourteen Now I see your life is stuck on repeat and it's a never-ending cycle of despair and defeat You said I should keep composed, that I should bottle all the anger up and not let it show And god knows that I have tried but it's so hard to keep your cool while being buried alive [Chorus] Don't tell me to rest in peace I'm ready to bare my teeth I'm getting back on my feet This isn't the end so don't bury my bones just yet Or lay my soul to rest I'll show you that I'm not dead This isn't the end of me You thought that I was done cause you made sure my back was turned before you fired the gun Now I've travelled far and wide all just to shove it in your face again that I'm still alive You know there ain't no rest for the guilty [Final Chorus] Don't tell me that I'm not real My soul was not yours to steal Just get me behind that wheel There ain't no rest for Ain't no rest for the guilty
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Take this curse away from me like the river flows into the sea Dress me up in fine silk clothes and show me all that I could be And all along was it your intention to see me burn and fall? I remember you in days since passed said "Son, you're gonna have it all" [Chorus] But it's the little things that divide us And whispers that break the silence Promise me you'll stay, don't ever slip away My friend, we're coming home tonight Faces fade with time and rain like the statues that are made of stone But if they were ever there at all they'll be waiting for us when we get home In flames you saw my corpse falling, pulled me from the ashes at dawn And held my head (I'm so hung over) what could possibly go wrong? [Chorus] When it's the little things... Shake the darkness off your foot and the sun will reveal its face When angels sing with heads held high that's when you'll understand (Why they had to do this to you) [Chorus] Cause it's the little things...
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I know you feel the same but I'm too shy to tell you I've got myself to blame, I wish that I could tell you I'm waiting for the day that I can make it clear I'm waiting for the words, the words that you will hear [Chorus] (Show me how) we could be like a nightmare and a dream We could be like peaches and cream (Show me how) you complete me like a river to the sea Our story's coming to a close, just like Act II's final scene I'm really bad with words, I guess I shouldn't tell you I can't articulate whenever I'm around you I'm waiting for the day that I can make it clear I'm choking on my words, please get me out of here!
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Trapped in the heart of a dying star It's so cold here And you tried to save me but please understand I would have pulled you in I will never forget what I've done I will not turn back [Chorus] So we pray In the heart of a dying star Let them ignore us, we're gearing up for war Let the heavens and skies rain down Wake me when the time comes and we will fight as one Trek down the path and denounce your lies, I am listening And scream! Let your war cry ring out loud and strong Let them know who's winning! I will never regret what I've done I refuse to die Don't fade away on me
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Many people will tell you to fight for what they think is moral and right But in this fickle world you must think for yourself, it's for you (only you) to decide There are those who will teach you to hate then describe it as practicing faith Are they really so sure that their faith on its own is enough for their soul to be saved? I reject the idea that some god who loves everyone for who they are Would give one single fuck about whether or not we believe that he's actually there And sometimes we go too far, but that's not who we are These lies, the story that keeps you sane The perfect world you've made It's falling down This time, the galaxy will cascade, and everything you've made Is falling down Some day we will just be the scars of a universe with no stars It's falling down So why wait? We've still got today Stop wishing your life away Start falling down We work every day cause we're sheep in a world of corruption and greed Look out for #1 as we load up our guns to defend the American dream But if we look beyond our own cell Try to help anyone but ourselves Then we're told that it's wrong and we just don't belong to remind us our lives are for sale All the stress you build up in your head, it won't matter long after you're dead You'll reflect on your life and you'll soon realise it was all just a means to an end And you tell me that you're free, but that's not what I see
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They all told me I could be anything I tried so hard, now I’m just miserable Aim for the stars and you’ll land on Mars If music fails I’ll be an astronaut But things got worse and I got blown off course And I was lost and had to recalibrate So I took my time, resumed my life Despite the pain, I can see clearly now [Chorus] And if you could see how much I cried Would you still think that you did what was best for me? And if you could see inside my mind Maybe you’d understand this is the way that it has to be I chose my words and I still got burned So these days I don’t even try to fit They instilled in me, so much anxiety It wore me out and left me deaf and dumb Everyone I know thinks I’m just cynical I got so tired of walking on eggshells How you see me no longer means a thing I’m finally free and I make no apologies
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No need for words because it's plain to see I have a dark cloud hanging over me Put down your gun, I'm not your enemy I just have something to say We need to get the hell out of this town Make our escape before the sun goes down And tear up the highway at the speed of sound While this city burns to the ground So come with me and we'll throw it all away And burn out just like falling stars Much too complacent to anticipate being stuck in freefall with no escape So hold on tight as we accelerate towards the earth once again We've had each other's backs through thick and thin We've even had a share of suffering Yeah there were bad times but the funny thing is I'd gladly do it all again So come with me and we'll throw it all away And burn out just like falling stars If they looked inside, don't they know that they would find we're not so different after all? Faster and faster like a speeding train Flying down the track with broken brakes And like the shuttle launching into space: there's just no room for mistakes I know you're scared but you must ask yourself... Why go on living as an empty shell? So don't stop screaming as our ship goes down And we're dragged back to hell where we belong So come with me and we'll throw it all away And burn out just like falling stars If they looked inside, don't they know that they would find we're not so different after all?
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EASY FIX - LYRICS We were boys (maybe 11 just) First year in a big school and all the girls were bigger than us We still had time to figure it out Then you said that you were so scared of dying alone I guess your outburst just caught me unawares Cause all I could say was "you're bringing me down" You sold me out but I understand your reason now Take my pictures and replace I'm just glad that you were an easy fix You found your reason to wake up And I think you know but I'm proud to say That I was never more proud than on your wedding day Proud of the man that you'd become I just wish that you'd come home

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These demos were all recorded between 2017 and 2020. Some of them are of absolute shite quality but they were more of a proof of concept than anything. We may add songs to this mixtape on a whim if we happen to dig out an old demo that we forgot to upload.

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released December 6, 2019

All songs written by AJ Wills with some tracks co written (music) by Ian Souch (Peaches & Cream, Universe With No Stars)

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