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Stranded

by So Long, Space Girl

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1.
Voyager XVII 03:01
Time to go I put down the phone Please don’t cry I’m miles away My mind’s out in space This life can wait Even if I’m gone a while be strong, I’ll be thinking of you, you know And even if I never come back home, I will always love you
2.
Starpilot 03:24
They all told me I could be anything I tried so hard, now I’m just miserable Aim for the stars and you’ll land on Mars If music fails I’ll be an astronaut But things got worse and I got blown off course And I was lost and had to recalibrate So I took my time, resumed my life Despite the pain, I can see clearly now [Chorus] And if you could see how much I cried Would you still think that you did what was best for me? And if you could see inside my mind Maybe you’d understand this is the way that it has to be I chose my words and I still got burned So these days I don’t even try to fit They instilled in me, so much anxiety It wore me out and left me deaf and dumb Everyone I know thinks I’m just cynical I got so tired of walking on eggshells How you see me no longer means a thing I’m finally free and I make no apologies
3.
I'm so sick of medication fucking with my emotions So I threw it away, assumed my natural state It turns out I'm a bastard so take back your crude assumption That I'm doing this for attention I never asked your opinion anyway I've figured out your disguise I see behind those dead eyes Like me you walk the Earth pretending you're alive [Chorus] You think you know me better than I know myself because you knew me when we were younger And you say I'm a shadow of my former self, but I'm just getting stronger And I know that I'm on edge right now and I know you're not impressed I haven't slept in days and I'm a mess I'm so sorry that I hurt you, I act up when I feel see-through I already regret saying those things that I said I swear I didn't mean it, I'm just torn up on the inside I'm a prisoner in my mind hoping I can find my way back in It keeps me guessing I suppose Something to keep me on my toes I try to reach out but I am just a ghost [Chorus] You think you know me better than I know myself because you knew me when we were younger And you say I'm a shadow of my former self, but I'm just getting stronger And I know that I'm on edge right now and I know you're not impressed I haven't slept in days and I'm a mess [Bridge] Can't let the pressure get to me (I can feel it pull me down) It's getting harder just to breathe (but I'm not going out like this) And I'll never let you speak for me, you're just a voice inside my head You'll never win [Chorus] You think you know me better than I know myself because you knew me when we were younger And you say I'm a shadow of my former self, but I'm just getting stronger And I know that I'm on edge right now and I know you're not impressed I haven't slept in days and I'm a mess I'm a mess x3
4.
You've got no one left to blame You keep calling out my name But I'm not there, yeah I'm not there You're like a bullet in my mouth You took your aim and shot me down And I'm falling, yeah I'm falling down And I can't come back to life You You cannot have my soul I'm not yours to control I'm broken after all So just let me go You've got nowhere left to hide You can't save yourself this time So surrender and I'll spare your life We wage war with words like stone We tell each other where to go And it never, yeah it never ends So I'll say this once again You You cannot have my soul I'm not yours to control I'm broken after all So just let me go I'm serious this time I'm leaving you behind I'm moving on and I just wanted you to know You cannot have my soul I'm not yours to control I'm broken after all So just let me go
5.
Burnt Out 03:05
Hell bent on self-destruction, flying too close to the sun The wax melts, now you understand that you’re about to crash-land [Chorus] Did you think that the world would be better without you? Or did you sink, hoping for the water to drown you? So burnt out and feeling like no one understands you Just don’t look down cause Jesus isn’t coming to save you You have to save yourself Disaster, running out of time It’s not too late to hit rewind Turn back the clock and change your mind Decide to take a chance on life
6.
Here’s to the system Here’s to the best I don’t know how it works but I know it’s built to last Take what they give you Hold out your hand There might not be much left but I won’t care when I’m dead [Chorus] Here’s to romance and may God rest his soul They just don’t make them like this anymore Here’s to the human pyramid up which we climb If you wanna get shit done you’ve gotta leave a few behind Hey! Take it easy! Don’t get upset I’ve got my country house and you’ve got your debt Shame on the beggar, cold and afraid Fuck you for not being handed everything on a plate [Chorus] [Bridge] [Chorus] Here’s to romance and may God rest his soul They just don’t make them like this anymore Here’s to the human pyramid up which we climb If you wanna reach the top you’ve gotta leave a few behind Here’s to romance and may God rest his soul They just don’t make them like this anymore
7.
You’ve been subjected to disrespect and you’re pissed But do you really wanna do this? And you’re not useless but you can’t do this alone And you’re a long, long way from home [Chorus 1] Slow down there, cowgirl This is not your fight I know you’re only standing up for what’s right Your body’s shaking You’ve got that look in your eye And I think I know what you have in mind It’s just not worth it You will get hurt if you fight back You know they only wanna see you react [Chorus 2] Slow down there cowgirl Let em have their fun Just let em laugh it up and think that they’ve won Just walk away and you’ll find You’ll get home safe tonight There is no shame in knowing when to pick your fights You won’t remember in a year or so [Chorus 3] Slow down there, cowgirl I know that you’re strong And you don’t have to prove it to anyone [Chorus 4] Slow down there, cowgirl Don’t let em see you cry This will be over in the blink of an eye
8.
Bonfires 03:53
They told you (that) you were perfect so you never had to sing a different song Made fun of those who weren't like you while other kids stood by and cheered you on You fit in here, a sense of self that stops you moving on You still obstinately cling to every misbelief you held since you were young There's a difference between moving out and running away And I don't see how you leaving now will solve anything But I know you've got your reasons so goodbye Nothing I can say could make it right [Chorus] Cause whatever you think I said, you're probably right And whatever you think I did, you're probably right I could not convince you if I tried There's a distance between here and where I thought I'd end up But I'm scared to take that leap of faith, I'd just fuck it up But I'll rewrite this 100,000 times Keep on fucking up until I get it just right [Chorus] Cause whatever you think I said, you're probably right And whatever you think I did, you're probably right I could not convince you if I tried [Bridge] They told you (that) you were worthless but you never took it out on someone else So desperate for anyone to love you cause you could not love yourself And they abused you, then tried to tell you it was all your fault Then you looked inside and realised that you were never broken after all There's a difference between moving out and running away And I don't see how you leaving now will solve anything But I know you've got your reasons so goodbye
9.
I’m aware that you don’t know me But this is you at age 23 I remember all the days of feeling numb Looking up from the bottom You refuse to eat but you don’t know why It’s because you want to die And you don’t know if you’re trying to hold on or just disappear completely And I know that you’re not well and the future looks like hell And happiness seems completely out of reach But I promise you’ll be fine and the pain will fade with time But the people that I’ve left behind still haunt me [Chorus] So to whom it may concern: I’m not about to break Cause each and every day I will make mistakes And I know that I’ve done wrong but it’s all behind me now I’m sorry that I let you down To whom it may concern Despite how far I’ve come The distance I have gone I’m still not who I want to be I know you’re tired and think no one understands But just take ten more steps to me and you’re home To whom it may concern: I’m not about to break Cause each and every day I will make mistakes And I know that I’ve done wrong but it’s all behind me now I promise that I’ll make you proud To whom it may concern I’m aware that you don’t know me But this is you at age 23
10.
Sit and bark at my reflection Never looking past my eyes My life is falling down around me I'm choosing not to realise Please don't look behind the curtain We are happier that way We sit and bark at our reflections Never questioning our place It's a shame Have you ever felt so worthless? Wishing you were someone else? Happiness won't give you purpose It's OK to hate yourself sometimes Where was love when my world came falling down? Saved myself but sometimes I wish I'd drowned Ain't a song in the world that can save me now I'm too far gone Cause I've tried but I just don't feel the same I think it's time that I up and walked away Before I burn every bridge I've ever made Time to go Looking back this is no goddamn surprise I should have known you were behind me this whole time I turn around and stare deep into your eyes And turn to stone And as the cold feeling creeps towards my heart I don't regret this, I loved you from the start I try to say "I forgive you" but I can't I've turned to stone And if you could see how much I cried Would you still think that you did what was best for me? And even if I never come back home I will always love you, you know And even if I'm out here on my own... I will never let you go
11.
Gifted Kids 04:29
If this is a nightmare then wake me cause I’m scared I wanted to be there I would scream but I can’t I am the mayor of the ghost town that I have rebuilt I was a fool when I thought that I wanted this This castle that I built is now a prison and I I’ve become the one that’s trapped inside [Chorus] We tried to make our way, we just got left behind You tried to make my day, I said “at least you tried” I had to let you go instead of wondering I ruined this just like I ruin everything You don’t have to go down with this ship that I’m on So get to the lifeboats and cast off while you can We are the captains of our own journeys over the edge We are the masters of our passion as it falls off a cliff These are the years where we’re supposed to make something of ourselves But it’s no good, we’ve been run into the ground Is it way too high? Is it way too low? Does it even matter at all?

about

We are So Long, Space Girl and this is our first album. Stranded touches on many themes, including isolation, depression, pressure, anxiety, eating disorders, suicidal thoughts, insomnia, capitalism...the list goes on.

Some of these songs were written years ago and two of them have even been demo'd and released elsewhere (Burnt Out and Letter to my Younger Self).

This album is set to unlimited streaming so you don't have to purchase it to listen. All of the tracks can also be found on YouTube, and there's even a long form video of the whole album from start to finish:

www.youtube.com/watch?v=KJSyK7InKIo


We hope you enjoy.

Much love,
SLSG xxx

credits

released July 23, 2021

So Long, Space Girl are:
-AJ (vocals, guitars, synths, drums on Gifted Kids and Bonfires)
-Anina (drums, percussion, backing vocals, piano on Voyager XVII)
-Paul (bass)


Produced, Mixed and Mastered by the fabulous John Mitchell at Outhouse Studios


Music and Lyrics by AJ Wills except...
-The intro riff to I'm Not Yours is by Ian Souch. He is currently the bassist for the metalcore band Kill the Silence.

Additional guitar parts on...
-Burnt Out, Bonfires - John Mitchell
-Gifted Kids - John Mitchell and Paul Coppock
-Natural State - Anina Davie Barrett
- The ebow stringy thing in the chorus of I'm Not Yours is also by John.



Massive thanks to AJ's sister Emily for making the cover art.

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