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I Hate You But I Hate Myself More

from Your Heroes Are All Dead by So Long, Space Girl

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Standing on the outside I can see it won't be long
Before you rise up from the ashes and proclaim yourself a god
And when you did those things did you feel any guilt at all?
I can see you're happy with yourself but who will miss you when you're gone?

I hate you, but I hate myself more and if the surface world gets interesting I'll dig up from the core
The pressure is building up today but if you want to we can close our eyes, let darkness light our way

Now I'm standing in a hotel room in Washington D.C.
Looking in the mirror trying to face the person staring back at me
And I know I'm just a sinner making fires to be seen
But in due time I'll become the monster I was always meant to be

And I'll fight you til the end just like we did before
Stop trying to pretend this isn't what you live for
Your hatred poisons me but I will drink it all
And I will be the one that brings you down

Call my name, remind me I'm alive
Save me from this hell
Lead me to a place where I can hide

Pretending that everything's alright is such a good way to destroy yourself, break down from the inside
You went down when you told yourself that lie now tell me
Does it make you feel good to be killed by your own pride?

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from Your Heroes Are All Dead, released February 27, 2023

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